Thursday, April 11, 2013

Breast feeding...

Whoever said breast feeding was easy, lied big time! It's hard, exhausting and stressful but at the same time is easy, magical and a blessing! Breast feeding is by far the hardest thing I have ever done. Anyone who knows me knows I like sleep. When you're pregnant no one ever tells you there will be several (as in more than one) night your baby will want you an only you and along with that will want to eat ALL night long. They also don't tell you that you will question yourself a billion times if your baby is getting enough or if you're doing it right. They don't tell you that when daddy is holding the baby and you're making dinner that baby may scream the entire time no matter what daddy does because well only mommy has the food. They just don't tell you those things. They don't want to scare you away. I get it.

They don't always tell you the magical moments either like when your baby looks up and smiles 100% satisfied look on his face and you'll feel like a million bucks because your baby is happy with mommy's milk, his mommy's milk. It's easy because its there. No getting up in the middle of the night to warm a bottle, no buying formula that's easily $25 for a weeks worth (if that), and no icky formula smell. If you've never smelled a baby that's just had breast milk and then smelled a baby that had formula you'll see what I'm saying. It's so different. It's a blessing because I know that I'm providing my little one with the best possible nutrition that is made just for him and that whether our breast feeding journey ends next month or two years from now when he's ready to wean I know that the memories and bonding we having will last for the rest of my life and I've instilled a sense of trust and security in my baby.

To each their own whether formula or breast. I don't want to be judged for nursing in public just like I wouldn't judge another for giving their baby a bottle. Food is food. It's a hot topic lately and I never realized it before. I personally don't ever remember being around anyone breast feeding so bottles were the norm and I'm sure that's true for many people and its very unfortunate. Breast feeding is 100% natural and shouldn't have to be explained it should be expected and embraced.

Here's a pic of my little one latching on for the first time. Melts my heart. I have a video as well with the little precious sounds he made when he was eating.

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

"Is it healed yet??"

I say this several times a week, mainly on Monday, Wednesday and Friday when I go to the wound clinic for the dreaded wound vac dressing change, and when I say dressing I mean packing of foam into my c-section incision. The wound clinic is wonderful, they ooo and awe over my beautiful baby boy and say how amazing my husband is to take off work to take me to the appointments (praise God for FMLA) and for taking care of him while we are there but I am rather sick of seeing them! I never imagined when we were discharged from the hospital the first time (yes there was more than one, three to be exact) that I would be spending my entire maternity leave carrying around a wound vac rather than just my baby. I guess I never imagined going in for the second surgery either or how much more pain I would feel afterwards, considering I didn't feel much pain the week following his birth. Guess that's just how it is when things don't go as planned but the tears were shed by everyone involved and I had my moments where I lost it because it wasn't how we imagined it to be.

Back to the wound vac, I've had it for five weeks and tomorrow is the big day or well I hope it is where they say they don't have to put it back on! Was hoping to have lost it before Easter but that didn't happens so maybe this is the week!


Sunday, March 31, 2013

Huge changes

It's been almost a year since I've posted anything, guess life got in the way and its been a wonderful journey!

In late June we found out that we were 8 weeks pregnant! I can't even describe the moment we seen the little heart beating on the screen! My husband and I were filled with every emotion. Our life would forever be changed!

Fast forward 12 weeks... We found out we were having a BOY!

The pregnancy was pretty easy and simple besides always measuring a little bit ahead of schedule. There was a little morning sickness all the way through but only once or twice a week so I couldn't complain.

Fast forward to February 16, 2013 to his birthday! It's been a wonderful adventure bringing this wonderful little boy into this world. He looks just like his daddy!






Friday, April 13, 2012

Moments...

I work three days a week now, or well that's what I like to tell myself. I changed my schedule at the beginning of this month to just three days but maintianing the 40 hour work week.... Or 56 hr work week as it turned out to be last week. I changed my schedule to be home more with my husband, to be the supportive wife he needs me to be, to have dinner waiting on him, laundry done and apartment cleaned so he can focus on just being home with me rather than worrying about everything we need to get done... It has been an epic failure for sure, but working hard is what I do. I love my job, just not more than I love my husband!

My work week has been full of death, training, med pass after med pass, paperwork and more paperwork, treatments, vital signs, arguement ending, tears, reminding, explaining, forcing a smile, accu checks, washing hands over and over and over again, charting, filing, cleaning, and very little sleep. 16 hour days turn into 18.... Yet I still love being a nurse!

At home is puppy kisses and wishing my husband was home from work, dishes, laundry and sunshine! I love being home especially when my love is home! Especially when we are cuddled on the couch watching a movie or two! I know moments like that will eventually be far and few when we have babies but for now we are just enjoying the wonderful memories we are making together!

Everyday I am thankful for where I am, the knowledge in my head and the ability to be who I am, who I get to spend my moments with, the hands I hold when they are passing, the tears I shed, the stories I hear and the blessings I receive because I get to do what I do!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Updates

So it seems as tho I haven't posted since December. So here's some updates...

In January we kicked off the new year by working a lot... and it seems we haven't slowed down yet...

In February I traveled to Oregon for Sarah's wedding.  It was beautiful and perfect and I greatly enjoyed all the time with her... now if only she would move closer!

Later in February... we decided we are moving back to Ohio in November! YAY!

March! Not sure how we got here so fast! We have officially joined the wellness center, our muscles are sore but seeing results is so worth it!!!

Hope 2012 is treating you well! Much Love!

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Update

It has been forever since a post. A lot has been going on lately... You know with Christmas and all that entails with family and friends. Not to mention working a lot... Two days off in the past three weeks! Needless to say all I want to do is sleep, energy has decided to be absent from my life for the time being. Along with Christmas festivities we are also planning a trip to Oregon for a wedding! Small other things that I won't mention here for the risk of ruining a surprise! :)

Things I love about this time of year..
Jesus.... He's the only reason for the season!
Christmas movies on hallmark!
Cuddling on the couch watching movies with my love with the bright Christmas lights on.
Family, family and more family!
Food!
Christmas cookies!
Shopping for others!
Seeing the bright smiles of others as they open the gifts you brought!

Things I dislike...
Santa.... He's not the reason for the season!
Crowds
Shopping for people you haven't seen in over a year!
The pretense that you have to buy gifts for said people.

I hope Christmastime is filled with all the things you love!

Much love!

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Update

Havent blogged in two months due to trying to mend relationships but I did want to share a little bit of news... We are moving!! Not too far but about forty minutes west from where we are now. We both have jobs in Indianapolis and it will be so nice to not drive an hr each way five days a week!

Hope all is well with you! Will catch up soon!

Much love!

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Remembering

Ten years ago our country was attacked. When the planes hit the World Trade centers I was sitting in the library of my high school for media research class. We were glued to the new that morning. I was in shock of what had just occurred. We had read about previous attacks our country had taken part in or had been the victim of but nothing in the history books could have prepared for what we would face that day. My brother had just left two weeks prior for basic training, my junior year of high school had just began and now uncertainty was all that I felt. No idea what would happen next or why someone would choose to attack our country in an inconceivable way... But they did. In the coming days, weeks and years we would grieve for this horrible attack and all the loved ones lost.

In the past ten years my life has changed greatly. I am now a nurse, married and thinking about our future together. Life has moved on, as it must or we will cease to live on. Things have changed greatly in many ways, but one thing I will never forget is what happened on September 11th, 2001.



Much love.


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

2 years!!


We made it! So does this mean the terrible two's phase is over in our relationship? I sure do hope so!! Not that all of it has been so terrible just ready for a more stable, not so stressful, relaxing and enjoyable next 80+ years! Haha yeah I know dream on, but well I'm a dreamer!

Monday was our anniversary, I spent most of it sleeping since I worked the night before and again that night. We did manage a short day trip over to Dayton to eat at my favorite Italian place, Bravo! It was wonderful as always, we even dressed up to make it a little more special... I guess he was getting tired of seeing me in scrubs and shorts and ts everyday! Haha!



We followed it up with some shopping at target since we don't have one locally and then a nice evening cuddling on the couch until it was time for me to head to work!

Happy Anniversary Mr. Galli!

Hope everyone is having a great week. Much love!

P.s. Sorry for the blurry phone pic.

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Blimp


It's not everyday you come home to this above your house!



Yes that would be the Good Year blimp... The thing you would see at a football game or other sporting event where they might like a sky view of the stadium


Was rather a random surprise today! Hope you're enjoying your Saturday! Much love!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Changes

I can't believe that in just four days Alex and I will be celebrating our two year anniversary. It seems just like yesterday we were saying "I do" to each other. So much has changed in our life's over the past two years. I think overall mostly were good changes and well the bad things are in the past and we have grown from those experiences.

It's surprising to me that the things we never wished to happen and then did has not only made us stronger but has shown us things about ourselves that we would change or improve on. We never planned on moving in with my parents or the "in-laws" to Alex, but we did and it has by far been one of the best decisions we have ever made. I worried at first that Alex would have a hard time adjusting but just the other day he said "I love living with your parents.". My heart was overwhelmed with joy because he is and always will be my top priority. He even added "I don't ever want to leave" which of course we will because that was the whole point of moving in was to save money for our future home wherever that may be.

On another note he has 7 weeks until he has his masters degree!!! I am so very proud of him for finally following his own dreams!!!


Happy Thursday! Much love!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Time management

Working two jobs makes the need for good time management a high priority in my life. Loving what I do makes going to work not such a downer but missing my husband isn't something I anticipate ever getting used to. With him working an 9-5 job it allows us more time together in the evenings before I go to work which is wonderful.

When contemplating going back to school for my BSN the decision became really easy that it needed to be something I could do that wouldn't interfere with my family time, because through everything my family is my number one priority. So thus the decision has been made it would be an online BSN program to allow me that time I need with my one and only.

Not sure how well ill be able to manage my time when I am working two jobs and going to school.

How do you manage your time when all your time you're busy??

Much love!

- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Time well spent...


Some choices we make drastically change our lives. Some of those choices we are proud of and others not so much. One of the best decisions I ever made was to go to nursing school. It wasn't a choice that I made solely on my own, Alex and I talked for several months about it before we got married and then several times once I was in the nursing program, but without a doubt it was a wise choice. It has changed not only my life but also Alex's. Things we once thought would never happen have been happening, we are closer as a family than we have ever been and are continuing to grow as individuals on a daily basis.

Now being a nurse is not easy. Death is not something I deal well with and working in geriatrics it occurs more frequently than I like. There's been moments when I leave work with tears streaming down my face because it's been a rough night or two. With all of that at the end of the day I still love my job and what I do. I feel I have a confidence which I didn't have before when working and I know that the decisions I make can impact someone else. Not to mention the freedom with my finances which I felt would never occur and living with supportive parents has greatly helped with that.

Life is good! Hope you all are well! Much love!


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPad

Sunday, August 7, 2011

I won't ever get used to it...

Death... It sucks and is my least favorite part of my job by far. 


.....Maybe I chose the wrong profession???


Its just been one of those days!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Four little words

You know those times when you promised you would never do something... then BAM... you do exactly what you said you wouldn't?

When I arrived in Indy on Wednesday I arrive to my husband drenched with sweat and on the verge of an anxiety attack. It's not the first time I have experienced this however it's not at all what I expected that day.  I had talked to him prior to my arrival and all was well, so what could have happened between the 30 minute drive to where he was?! A telephone call... from his lovely rents.  Seems pretty innocent to me until I realize that once again the phone call was not normal... if normal even exist for that situation.   So as my husband is telling me everything my mood is drastically changing... I was happy and excited to see the man I love to being upset and angry.  There's just a part of me that can't stand my family being hurt or upset.  That's when it happened... I said four words I promised my husband I would never say... "It's me or them!"  It just slipped out, but once it was out it was out... and I didn't regret saying it... I had enough of dealing with the verbal abuse and harrassment my husband was experiencing... enough worrying about my husbands health just to have extra stress added when they have no clue and aren't around to see it. We've made a life together and what we do and who we see is 100% our choices to make.  I will always feel that way!

So the promise I made 3 years ago I broke... said what I never intended to say... I haven't taken it back yet, figure I need to contemplate the situation a little longer before I retract or stick to my statement!

Ugh! Much love!

Monday, August 1, 2011

The last two weeks...

Have kind of been blurry!  I think it all began on a late night run to DQ and then well here I am today almost two weeks later not sure exactly what is going on.  I work... a lot... and when I do not work I sleep, that's what working nights does to me!  Then one day I woke up and Alex quit his present job for his new job, which I guess would now be his present job.  Along with this present job came a week away from him.   Now I'm beginning to question this new job, but well I know its more his cup of tea than his past job so I support it... just not so supportive of the packed bags and missing pillow from the other side of my bed.  Although, I know he's just an hour away and it's nice that he gets to stay with his brother while he is in Indy taking this class, I just am selfish and miss my husband!

So we decided one way to fix this whole not seeing each other bit is I should join him on my only night off in Indy, which happens to be Wednesday and happens to be my only night off until Monday (sometimes I question my career choice)!! Which he also promised Outback and a movie of my choosing and a hotel with a pool/hot tub... he sure knows how to bribe me!


Roxy misses daddy and refuses to leave my side, and barks at 7 in the morning because that's when daddy usually takes her out! I do believe he's slacking on his responsibilities!

In the meantime... I'm addicted to "Words with friends" on my phone! Thanks so much Natasha for sharing it with me...  :)  I even believe it's time for Alex to use his upgrade so he can play too!

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Interviews and whatnot!

So it seems as tho I haven't wrote on here in almost a month, my bad.  There's been times when I start to write and then time just get away from me and I end of skipping on  the blog.  Not much of anything has been going on in our lives.  I have been working... A LOT.  We celebrated Alex's 28th birthday on the 6th.  We spent the fourth enjoying our time together.  I think that pretty much sums of what I didn't blog about. 

I guess I should feel a sense of blessing I have a job that on most days I love but before I was getting lots of hours at work I applied and interviewed someplace else.  The interview was odd to me for several reasons.  First and foremost they asked me 3 times how old I was like it determined my ability to do my job.  Second, they complained about new nurses! Hello?! I am a new nurse technically! Third, they complained about the administrator and director of nursing.  If you need someone to work here you should not complain about upper management.  Fourth, no one wanted the responsibility of hiring me "just in case you suck." Umm alright then.  So I pretty much wrote this company off as being a place I would ever consider working for, that was 3 weeks ago.  However, they must love me.  Since then I have received 5 phone calls asking me if I wanted the job, what hours  I want and when I would be available.  Hmmm seriously?! A job interview is not all about them interviewing me, its also for me to see if its a company I could consider working for! Since when has that changed? Or am I the only one who thinks that?!


Anyways... I hope you all are having a wonderful summer! I have 5 days off in a row because I worked too much and they prefer not to pay overtime :) Of course I am recovering from strep so it's probably a good thing to be off for a few days! Much love!

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Way back when..

Well maybe not so long ago, approximately 2 years we were in counseling with our pastor preparing for our marriage.  We did these worksheets where we talked about the things we loved about the other person and then the less desirable things.  On Alex's list was my persistence AKA nagging! On my list was movie quotes.  Yes, I know! That sounds crazy that the things that drove me crazy the most while we were planning our wedding and our lives together was that he quoted movies like ALL THE TIME!  Now over the past year and some odd months the occurrence of movie quotes have slowed down, not stopped in any way but it is getting better.  There's just so many "why so serious?" or "I am Iron Man!" quotes any woman in their right mind can deal with, but yeah I love him so I deal with it! Sometimes I don't think he quite knows he's doing it! Last night he quoted "I am gay" from a television commercial.  Now I wasn't paying attention to the TV at all so when he said that I couldn't help but to laugh at it!  I guess it was for some new show on TV Land but I don't think my husband will be living that down for a while and I think my case for the quotes to end has been won with three simple words!

Oh how far we've come since those mornings with Pastor Tom! If only we knew then what we know now.... we probably would have drove each other crazy way before now but we would still be in love!

Now where can I buy a reminder sign that says "I am gay!" so I never have to hear another movie quote?! Ohhh bummer we seen Green Lantern today... so I guess a whole new set of movie quotes are waiting to be revealed! But, A wife can hope tho, right?!

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Changes?

I'm so ready for some changes! I love where I am right now so I'm not really sure what those changes will entail. 

Maybe it's not really changes that I need... maybe just a vacation will do the trick... who knows?

Is it time for Oregon?

Gatlinburg?

Cinci?

St. Louis?

Ugh.... seems like forever until one of those get here but I know the weekend in Cinci will be here before we know it... others are far off.... like September and October... Poor Oregon still has yet to be scheduled but I know it will be here soon! :)

I'm thinking we need a trip to the beach in there too! I'll have to talk Alex into that one, but maybe....

On another note...

I know everything happens for a reason, sometimes it's to teach us something about ourselves or so we know what to do in those situations.  Sometimes it's scary and other times its all you can do not to laugh at what just happened.  I tend to be the one who's laughing... just who I am, however, when it's the one I love it scares me to death!  So thankful everything is ok now tho!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Opposite schedules

I enjoy every moment I get to spend with my husband, as I'm sure everyone else feels that way about their spouse for the most part, and there's nothing that bothers me more than seeing him for an hour or two everyday.  I was used to it when I was in school and working but being out of school for two months and no working allowed me to spend every moment when he wasn't working together.  Well, now I'm working and he's woring and well life is normal again and I see him less and less! I know that maybe eventually we will work the same schedules or maybe I will sleep while he's working and he will sleep when I'm working and some how we will have a schedule that allows us more than a few awake hours together on a daily basis!

How do you work around your work schedules?!